It’s Sunday morning and here I am still laying in this hospital room with no real answers yet about my fevers or infection. I actually yelled at the resident this morning because I ran another fever last night and she came in this morning to check on me. I told her how frustrated I was that everyday a different doctor tells me they are waiting on a different test result, yet it’s been over a week and no one seems to have any answers. In reality it’s been over a month that I’ve been running these fevers with no answers. I am SO SICK OF HAVING FEVERS! I want to be normal again. I realize that I may not be “normal” for a while considering my diagnosis, but I don’t have any cancer cells in my body right now – I am in remission – I just want to live like a normal person and wake up, enjoy the day and spend time with my family. The resident understood my frustration and felt that we might have some answers today because they ran another CT scan yesterday. They will compare the results of that scan to the scan from last week and we’ll know if the medication they have me on is working or if they need to add another antibiotic. My nurse and I are both sensing that the docs feel a second antibiotic needs to be added but they don’t know what and that is part of the hold up. I am still feeling strong, and I still have my “Supergirl” spirit, but I’m just incredibly frustrated that I’ve had something wrong with me for over a month and no one can fix it. I know they will eventually, I am just tired of waiting.

In positive news, last night some of my awesome girlfriends came down for a pick-me-up in my room. Gigi brought me sushi, cheesecake and this beautiful, custom made necklace with the initials “j” for Jessica and “s” for Supergirl. The woman who designed the necklace is named Lisa Leonard and her stuff is awesome. Check it out here: http://www.lisaleonardonline.com. For the girls that weren’t here last night who participated in getting it for me, thank you so much! I absolutely love it. I also finally got to see Irene who brought me 2 more Supergirl hats, also completely different from any I have received so far. In fact one of them has all these bright print glittery flames all over the front rim. I’ll have to take pictures of myself in all of the different ones I have and make a gallery.

Okay, I’m feeling a little better that I vented. I’ll feel a lot better after I shower. And if I can get some good news about going home today, I’ll be all set.

Before I go I just want to thank all of you have continued to follow my blog as I work my way through the ups and downs of this journey. Your encouraging comments make an enormous difference to me. I couldn’t get through this if it weren’t for the love and support of my family and friends. I am forever grateful.