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My Diary from the Trenches

Day 40

July10

My computer and clothes arrived this afternoon and I am finally feeling connected to the world again. And I have lots to update everyone on. As Brian mentioned, on Thursday I woke up in severe pain all over the right side of my body. I had started having the pain on Wednesday and brought it up to the doctor when I saw him, but he said we just had to “watch and wait.” I knew something wasn’t right though – to me it was an indication that the infection was getting worse, not better. So Friday morning we came down to the hospital, ran bloodwork and ran another CT scan which revealed that my infection had gotten significantly worse. Essentially it had not responded at all to the medication I was on. Originally, I just had some spots on my liver and a couple of tiny spots on my spleen. Now I have large spots on both. My liver is slightly swollen as a result and it pressed on nerves that surround it. Those nerves are causing referred pain up into my shoulder area. They started me right away on three different antibiotics and on Monday they will do a needle aspiration into one of the spots on my liver to see exactly what they’re dealing with.  They will also be able to test different medications on the sample so that they can be sure that the course of treatment the select for me WILL work.

My oncologist said this is just a “bump in the road.” It’s serious, but not life threatening and we just need to figure out how best to treat it. They want me to stay on as much pain medication as is tolerable because having pain like I’m having can actually cause you to not breath properly which can lead to pneumonia. Although I started slowly I’ve been taking a lot more medication throughout the day. The only problem is that it completely wipes me out and either that or the three antibiotics, is giving me nauseau. But, don’t worry, there’s a pill for that!

Oh, and one more thing, I have some sort of infection in my PICC line. Again, we’re hoping this is minor but we have to wait for the culture to grow and reveal itself.

Brian said I might go home Monday,  but I don’t anticipate going home before Tuesday, unless my body shows major improvement after this weekend.

To give you an idea of how bad the fatigue is, I started writing this post around 6 pm and it’s now 7:45. While eating my dinner and writing, I’ve probably fallen asleep ten times and woken up with food in my mouth.

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6 Comments to

“Day 40”

  1. Avatar July 10th, 2010 at 10:03 pm Robyn Says:

    I’m sorry I’ve been out of town and obviously out of the loop. It sounds like it’s been a rough few days (at least). Carlie starts camp Monday and I have a lot more flexibility for the next three weeks if you need help!! I’ll talk to you tomorrow.


  2. Avatar July 11th, 2010 at 7:13 am Meagan Says:

    Aw you poor thing! Try and rest… You can save the world tomorrow!


  3. Avatar July 11th, 2010 at 12:25 pm Chip Says:

    Hi Jess -

    Sorry to hear you are back in the hospital. Hopefully they will figure this out and get that infection knocked out right away. I’m glad you were able to enjoy some good days between the episodes of problems. Great news about the clean biopsy!! Hang in there.

    Chip


  4. Avatar July 11th, 2010 at 1:20 pm Paul Says:

    Hi Jess
    Sorry you’re feeling so crappy. I would say something clever to make you smile, but now that I know your dad has been reading my post I have to calm it down a bit.
    You looked great on the 4th. Maybe a little thin, but not frail looking. You are one tough bitc…oops. And still beautiful with or without hair.
    Hang in there and come home soon!

    Lots of love,

    Paul


  5. Avatar July 11th, 2010 at 4:44 pm Gina Says:

    Love to you Jess—-keep on meditating and trusting your inner guidance–your body knows what to do to heal itself.


  6. Avatar July 11th, 2010 at 10:35 pm Mina Says:

    Hi Jess,

    So sorry to hear the news. Stay strong and positive. I hope you feel better and get to go home to your family early this week.

    Lots of love to you,
    Mina